Calm down Lydia. You are riling yourself up.
Everything will be okay. Things will slip into place. Remember, everything happens for a reason.
Don’t let ideas cause you stress. Every new task is a new goal. It’s a positive thing. A benchmark. You want to stay focused and positive – you are a strong, intelligent person and you have already acheived more than you expected, even though other things have tried to affect that.
Stay calm, no need to overthink or worry – just do your best and the results will follow.